Hello, Sunday.

Just a few days back, when I was chatting with one of my friend. He gave me a link which led me to Youtube and the video made me laughed the shit outtave me. Warning: Videos ahead are tad obscene. Think twice before you watch

Hahahahaahahahaahahahahahahahahaa. Bullshits.

OHHH! Lovin’ the new baby

Meet gorgeous, everybody.

xx.

ps: I’ve yet to watch Twilight and I’ve been blog hopping. I see quite a few bad feedbacks. About how the movie ruined the whole novel. The cut offs and fast forward scenes. Damn. I can’t wait to watch it. Although, I’m quite disappointed after reading the feedbacks in the blogs.

Fooled

Disgusting.

Edit.

I feel so deeply affected by certain things. I can’t help but to feel that way. Feeling so enraged by things, I WANT to blurt it out. Anger.

#1. Sorry?

How apologetic we can get, sometimes I think sorry means nothing to me now. Oh, forgive and forget. Even when people seek for forgiveness, theres no telling how sincere it is. Just because they think by saying sorry can make things seem better, it doesn’t work that well anymore? Forgiving easily makes us feel emotionally vulnerable. Helping these people to minimise their impact of agony they’ve caused us. Benefiting them and keep convincing ourselves that, at the end of the day we will move on and things will be fine. Forgiving easily or even accepting it, will eventually turn somebody into a very insecure person. Afraid of this and that and wonder if the same thing would happen again. Then, we’ll have to risk ourselves and move on to the next level.

#2.My blood is literally boiling and its not even funny anymore.

If you think you want to attain eminance in some area, then don’t even try talking to me about it or even hint me about it. If you think you’re so goddamn hunky-dory, then don’t make it obvious. Don’t try telling me whats right and whats wrong and proceeds to your oh-so-good-and-useful bullshit about certain things. The next thing I see is, you bloody doing the same thing too. I cannot take how pretentious you can get. I’m clueless about how to be ignorant about things like this and its getting on my nerves. Just because you want to live up to somebody else’s requirements, you’re now officially a downright dumbass for trying so hard. Worse, I felt like I was listening to a stupid person who tried to give very logical or constructive advice or things but in the end, those words mean nothing to me now. Zero.

Wargh!! I’m so ticked off right now that I don’t even know how to calm down. -__-

Pardon me, it has reached the limit. Thank you.

Restless

It was Kym’s birthday. Gary, Mae and I planned something for Kym. Of course, it turned out well and company was good. My ares is officially pain in the ass. I can’t seem to download any songs. Just when I thought I need some music time for myself, the damn thing had to pooped out on me and now I’m on Youtube listening to the songs I’ve been yearning to download.

Okay, back on track. I remember blogging about how unpunctual Gary is. Surprisingly, that boy was so on time on that day. When I wasn’t ready yet. Haha. In fact, he came 5 minutes earlier. Mae and I were still in the room getting ready and Gary was already outside my house waiting for both of us. Hahaahaha. Right, so.. Initially we told Kym that Mae wasn’t going because the day before Mae was already out at MOS. Off we went to Kym’s place and we dropped Mae down a few houses before Kym’s. Picked Kym up and Mae came outta no where to surprise Kym. Kym, a smart ass she was, somehow knew Mae was gonna joined us. Doohhh. The 1st surprised sorta worked. Headed to OneU and went Italianese. There were 16 of us and surprised Kym there. That’s the second surprise, by the way. 2nd surprise didn’t really work because Kym sorta knew about it as well. Like what the hell. -_-

We got there and oredered our food and cam whored a little Le Birthday Girl, 1/2 of me and Mae. Please ignore Gary’s middle finger. HAHA! GANGSTER!

Le Birthday Girl and I. I love you superkym.

Awww, I love both! x

My girls and I.

Okay, this part is the what the hell times infinity part. Hahaha. I thought the cake was for Kym and then they asked me to sit beside Ally and so I did. When everybody started singing the birthday song. I heard “Su-Ning and Alyssa”. My reaction was “SU-NINGGGGG???” Haha. Shit, humiliation. Anyhoos, thanks for the mini surprise huns. Ally had to go off early because she was there since 4? Haha.

Ally and I blowing candles. Dohh.

The boys wore the same Topman basic. Haha. Somebody else wore Topman basic too. HAHA. So basically every guy owns a Topman basic now.

The lovebirds! Gary, Kym, Mae and Kevin. Su-Ning was the photog. Thankyou. Hahaa.

The girls. I just realised after Ally left, there were only 4 girls. Kym, Li Ching, Moi and Mae.

Then I had difficulties cutting the damn cake because its an icecream cake. It was frozen and I had hard time cutting the cake. Haha.

This is Kym with her Cheeeese cake from Italianese. The waiters sang birthday song for her and I lied to her that I’d cancelled the singing part. She didn’t want the singing part to avoid embarrassement

After the dinner, we headed down back to Mae’s place to surprise Kym. The last surprise. mae and Gary did the banner up there. Hard work. I followed Gary to his friend’s place to get the flowers and off we went to Mae’s place. No, we had to wait somewhere around 7eleven because we didn’t wanna surprise Kym at 12. We know she’s a smart ass. Pfft. Annoying. Then, we waited for the others and went to Mae’s place 10 minutes after 12am. Called Mae and Kym came out. Tadaaa. Surprise! This time, I guess she’s surprised. HAH! You’re not that smart after all, are you!?!??! HAHAH! Kidding lah! Others left. Jon, Michael, Mae, Gary and I stayed and chill for a bit.

Jon and Michael. Jon.. was the somebody I mentioned earlier who wore the Topman basic. Guys, go get something else to wear. HAHAHA. Just messing. Topman clothes are hot!

Chilled a little while and I went home
More pictures on Facebook.. soon. HAHA!

Spm’s overrrr, baby! I’ve lots to update. I’ve yet to update about other things. Hehe, sorry. Hectic weeks before this. Now I’ve got time. I will update as often as I can. Eh, it’s quite sad to see my blog statistics going down okay? More comin’ up Have A Nice Day!

TWILIGHT TOMORROW, BITCHES!

Yeahhhh baby! Twilight tomorrow but I don’t think I can watch it after I’m back from second home. Anyhoos, I’m definately NOT gonna miss this awesome movie. I somehow think Twilight is tad overrated now ’cause basically everyone is talking about it but no doubts Stephenie Meyer is an amazing author and Robert Pattinson is even more amazing. HAHA

So, I’ve got tagged by Swee Fong. Just a short one and a few pictures.

I was tagged by:

Swee Fong

I tagged:

Mae, Michelle, ChinChi, Joyce, and Fiona.

1st : What’s your name?
Su-Ning

2nd : How old are you?

17

3rd : What are three electronics you can’t live without?

Handphone and etc

4th : Are you amazing?

HAHAHA. What are you talking about? OF COURSE I AM. NAHAHAH!

5th : What is the brand of the phone you are using?

Nokia

6th : What colour is your phone?

Black

7th : Have you slept in school before?

All the time. Haha.

8th : How long are you online in one day?

More than 8 hours. I guess?

9th : How would you describe yourself?

Vulnerable enough for certain people to take over me. HAHA. Kidding. I’m complex that words can’t describe how complex I am. HAHAHA! I think?

10th : What’s your favourite topic to talk about?

My current favourite is about shopping and events I’m gonna attend

11th : Which teacher do you like?

Haha. This is a tough one. Okay, credits to Pn.Tun Farina. Wtf.

12th : Who do you think is the most handsome in your class?

HAHA. They’re all girls.

13th : Who are you currently aiming on?

Haha! The hot guy I like. And maybe Robert Pattinson

14th : Do you know a lot of your sibling’s secrets?

Haha. YES. Stinky and nasty secrets.

15th : How do you rate your sibling?

10 upon 10.

16th : Is your sibling gorgeous?

Haha. HELL YEAH! HAHAHA! Wtf.

17th : Do you judge people?

Yes. Unintentionally

18th : Do you run?

No. I’m too lazy.

19th : Are you lazy to tag people?

Always. Don’t see a point of doing that at times. The same tag comes back to you, no?

20th : Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone?

Kymmy

21st : What’s 2 + 2?>4.

It means you’re stupid

22nd : Who’s your idol?

Justine Henin and Agyness Dean (Lovin’ the woman’s hairstyle.)

23rd : Are you a monster?

Haha. ROARRR.

24th : Do you play with Barbie dolls?

No. They creep the shit outta me.

25th : What was the last movie you watched?

Enchanted on HBO. HAHAHA.

26th : What do you think about your English?

Average.

27th : What do you think about your Bahasa Malaysia?

Hebat! O: Nola, I’m not sure.

28th : Who do you hate?

Nobodyyy.

29th : Do you love yourself?

Mmhmm, more than anyone.

Haha! Gary will always be Gary. Vincent enjoyed the touch. Joseph and Ky smiling away.

Charlie and I. Wtf. I mean, Gary and I. HAHAHA! Gangsterrr. x

3 more to go yaw!

Alas, the rainy day makes me wanna tuck myself in my warm blanket and sleep I’m in my blogging mojo right now. So, I’ve decided to do a tag to mengisi masa lapangku

Hi, my name is: Su-Ning.

but you can call me: Ning or Jo. (Don’t ask.)

Never in my life have I: been to UK. Would love to go to Surrey. (Yeap, from the show The Holiday)

The one person who can drive me nuts is: (: Keepin’ it to myself.

My high school is: not as fun as you think. Cause it consist of *insertwhateverwordsyoucanthinkof* teachers. Some of them, that is.

When I’m nervous: I bite my lips.

The last song I listened to was: This Is Home by Switchfoot.

If I were to get married right now it would be to: HAHAHA. Can’t think of anyone right now. Robert Pattinson! Alas, that guy with the super power. The amazingly fast super power, the killer look, the lips, the smile and I can go on ’til your eyes bleed

My hair: is super annoying to the core that I have to tie it and it’s uneven.

When I was 4: I remember throwing my house’s cordless phone into the cubical and my mum still talks about it. HAHA

Last Christmas: I was out with Kim Chun, Michael, Michelle and Mae and I miss them heaps ):

I should be: studying Chemistry right now.

When I look down I see: my blue pants?

The happiest recent moment was: yesterday. Because I’m morale-free and add maths is over. Honestly, morale paper was bullocks! Couldn’t even do the first question. BULLOCKS!

If I were a character on ‘Friends’: Jeez, my friends have been telling me that I’m Joey. Go figure.

I have a hard time understanding: Carbon compounds because I hate drawing or to even know about what structural formula and isomers are. Knowing that I’m dying to get an A for Chemistry, I’ll have to squeeze them all in later.

There are these girls: who talk so much and portray very narrow-minded personality O:

If I won an award, the first person I would tell would be: HAHAHAHA! Everybody!

I want to buy: New phone. HTC Diamond Or Blackberry? I can’t make up my mind. And new belt, new pants and a new flats! Shopping next week! Yays! FIONNAA! :D:D

Where do you plan to go during Chinese New Year: Go everybody’s house to get as many angpaos as I can. HAHA!

If you spent the night at my house: I will start raping you. HAHA! *inside joke*

The world could do better without: Having nonsensical poilitical stuff and go greeennnn so we can breathe fresh air?

Most recent thing I’ve bought myself: I don’t remember. Haha, food at mamak?

Most recent thing someone else bought me: Err, my birthday presents?

My middle name is: Su?

In the morning I: woke up at 11.27 am because somebody called my house phone and I was feeling utterly lazy to go down and get the cordless phone up to my room. The person called my mobile and we blabbered for 3 hours about all the things in ze world. HAHAHA. Right, Kym!?

Last night I: was studying chemistry and texting Fiona.

There’s this guy I know: who flatters me all the time and makes me happy like a stupid kid. HAHAHAHA!

If I was an animal I’d be a: horse! Haha.

A better name for me would be: Nothing. I love my name. So far, I’ve not met anybody with the same name! O:

Tomorrow I am: going to sit for my Chemistry paper 1, 2, and 3. Shit.

Tonight I am: going to study Chemistry. Chemistry and chemistry and chemistry!!

My birthday is: 16th October

Gotta go take a warm shower and start nerding! ):
No message from you today! I miss yesterday and I’m looking forward for the weeks to come! HAHA. I can be the most paranoid person on earth.

Good day everyone.

Play it back and rewind. (:

Hello everyone. I’ve got no papers today. Other papers were all okay to me. Anyways, I know I haven’t been updating this blog but here I am now. I guess this is gonna be a cliche post. Or maybe not I have some random thoughts in my head. Oh wells, today’s rather a draggy day ’cause I literally did nothing today besides going to tuition early in the morning and running errands and lunch with the parents.

Oh, have you guys heard of the singer named Afgan? An Indoneisian singer. He’s got awesome voice. Go check him out if you listen to Malay songs. HAHAHA! Eh, don’t judge okay? Malay songs can be nice too alright. I think I’ve come to a point where I think words are words. Some people said it without thinking and how much it affects us. Either good or bad, it affects us still. Some of you might say “I don’t care and I’m ignoring it.” Well, I say that to myself too and honestly, I don’t mean it at times when I say that. I say those words because I needed to convinced myself that I shouldn’t care or even allow those words to get into me and yes, it works at times. People lie, they say words to make things seem better. Then lies lead to trust issues and yada yada. Aiyo.. Headache. BUT! Life’s good! What’s over should stay over. Be happy. Happier than santa claus. Wtf. HAHAHA! Hoyeh baby. I feel so doohhh today O:

My 17th Birthday was lovely. I love you guys who made the surprise and I’m sorry I actually found out about the surprise ’cause my mum hinted me. HAHAHAHAH! Thanks for the cake, loves. The kins came over to my place at 12.05. They were 5 minutes late. HAHAHA! Kidding, just messing. Nevertheless, you guys rock my buttocks off okay? They came over to my place at 12ish and went back at 4ish. The next day, the boys delivered McDonald’s to my house and got me Kotex and Condom with vanilla flavour. HAHAHAHA! They made a birthday card for me. They wished me Happy Birthday on tissue paper. Thanks, guys. Haha! I know you guys bought me something else too! Thankyous babies. Then, they even got me another cake for me and Ally on Kym’s big and sweet and rocking 17th surprise party. Kym, that’s gonna be the most awesome birthday you’ve ever had in your whole entire life Will update about Kym’s birthday soon.

Loves xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo times infinite. HAHAHA! Thanks for backing me up when I’m down babies.

Beyond cheap

This.. is FCKING AWESOME. THE SHIZNIT. Took my fckin’ breathe away. I can’t frkn wait for it. Edward is love, baby! What. A. Vampire. Absolutely gorgeous. Mmmm..

HAHAHAAHAHA! Just logged into my facebook. Twilight’s comin’ out on the 27th. WHEN SPM ENDS. Man, lordy lord. Me loves you big time!

Hello world. Good day everybody. I feel good today for no particular reason Nope, the date is wrong. Am currently blogging on 5th of November. I’ve been watching Twilight’s trailer. Uncountable times and it’s fcking good. The way Edward runs and the way he saves Bella. Hopefully I’ll be able to download the whole movie soon and I wanna devour myself with this shiznit

“People amuse themselves by watching what it does inside the globe. But at the end of the day, who cares about what those things do inside? NO ONE. It’s THEIR own world and to them, their world is everything. We just watch it to amuse ourselves but eventually get bored of it.. *snore* PATHETICNESS. So dohhhh.” :D Right?!

Mehh, I’m having this ticklish feeling and makes me wanna laugh so badly. People who make a fool outtve themselves, people who embarrassed themselves, people who downgrade themselves by doing the most moronic thing, PEOPLE WHO SCREW UP THEIR OWN DAMN LIFES WITHOUT NOTICING, people who lie and people who find invalid reason to cover things up just to make themselves feel good really made my day. Yup, because at the end of the day, people like them have no idea that we’re actually laughing at them. No matter how ignorant they are about things like this or how hard they try.. you’re still what you are. What’s that word? Oh yes.. unworthy. People still laugh at your stupidity for screwing your own pathetic life. They’ll thank you for teaching them a good lesson and thank you for entertaining them with your own little pathetic life

Oh, wait. What do you call an adult who’s sexually attracted to children/teenagers again? OHHHH! Sheez. PAEDOPHILE! Infidelity. Am kind enough to consider you as an adult.

Good day, everyone!
x

Red Bull

Hello smello. Pictures from Graduation Day’s coming up. SMUNK performed and I’ll put on the video on the next post or maybe when I’m done with other post. More pictures on Facebook (: Facebook rocks, man. I don’t bother logging into my Friendster anymore. Oh wells, 9 more days to go. Friggin’ 9 days.

Hello. My name is Su-Ning. I took this picture cause I was bored to death 8D

Princess Sheep.

Initially, my plan was to follow my family down to KL for lunch a shopping and they ditched me. So, I called up Kae Yean for lunch. Vincent came along and off we went for lunch at Sakae Sushi. After lunch, we walked around and went home.

HAHAHA! This is me at Mae’s place playing with Mae’s granpap’s thingy.

School girl. ftw ;]

Signing off.

xo.

Kit Kat

I’m feeling tres tired and I think I should reduce the amount of my sleep. I think its unhealthy to live like this and I wake up late in ze afternoon because I’ve been skipping school and its a waste of time. I know, my alarm doesn’t help unless someone gives me a wake up call but I doubt that it’d work because I’ll most probably back to my oinks after the phone calls.

Sigh, too much. To be honest, I think everybody’s whining about SPM and making a big deal outtve it (well, almost..) including me and I think everything about SPM gets to me because I think too much about it.

“be it pmr or spm, the results did not affect me in such a way that a-level is affecting me now. all i cared at that time was just to finish that phase of my education and move on. results? i was concern but i was not* (was reading through and realize this word was missing) particular about it – whether an A B or C life still goes on. As long as my result was decent, it wasnt pathetically bimbotic, i dont get upset, i dont cry over it, i am fine. but now i cant say the same. its frustrating. i dun think i have ever worked so hard for a grade. not just any grade, but an A. i refuse to settle for a B. the pressure adds on more when all i want is an A. i wake up thinking of the A, i sleep thinking of the A, i eat thinking of the day, i poop thinking of the A, i cant study nicely cause my focus is on the A not the subject.” -taken from Fiona’s blog.

Well, I gotta admit that SPM is important in a way but of course, there’s a limit of how important it is. On Wednesday, I went to school and my English teacher came in and had a discussion with my classmates and I about education and knowledge. Honestly, why do we go to school? Yes, school can be fun and vice versa. At a point, I think certain subjects like morale is too much okay? In my point of view, that is. I gotta admit that I enjoy history and other subjects besides Mathematics. HAHAHA. Probably cause I think my teacher’s on botox that she has the same expression on her face all the time and she’s been teaching me maths since I was form 3. Okay, so back on track.. school’s fun because my friends are there to be honest, I go to school for the sake of exams like SPM. I go to school, I learn for the sake of learning and because I want to pass with flying colours for SPM. Everybody’s gonna judge me or anybody else with SPM results. On the other note, I can’t afford to fail any subjects because I know people’s gonna judge me on my results and yes, I CARE ABOUT WHAT THEY’RE GONNA SAY ABOUT ME. I’m not prepared for the damn exam and I wonder how big the impact’s gonna be and the pain that will hit upon me. If I don’t do well, that is.

My teacher asked..

“So how are you guys feeling now?” I guess she was expecting us to say something else but most of my classmates answered stressed because of SPM. See the impact? Sigh. -_- Most of us are heading to college after high school and I reckon SPM is barely anything in college and nobody’s gonna give two shits about your SPM results when you enter college except for the fact that you need to submit your SPM results or trials to enter college. I never thought about what my teacher had said until yesterday. We go to school to gain knowledge she said. All the while, I go to school because I thought it was my ‘job’ to go to school and because I thought I have the responsibility as a daughter and a student and that’s why I go to school, no? But whatever my teacher had said hit me yesterday and still, I’m here procrastinating and blogging about this O: I feel so random blogging about this. HAHAHA.

On the completely different note, I’ve been feeling utterly sick and emotional wei. This is not right and I have considered about privatise or to shut down this blog. BUT, I changed my mind. There’s so much to blog but at times, I reckon it’s better to keep things to myself and let it be. It’s World Wide Web and people read my blog. People talk about how much I whine, people talk about this and that. I guess some words or thoughts should be kept within certain limits, no?

HAHAHAHAH! MAN UNITED, BABY!! Thankyou, buttocks! The 40th anniversary blue jersey! :D:D:D Happy kid.

Gotta shower and studyasdkjl;.

20 more days. Sheez.

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damn!

GLORY GLORY MAN UTD, BABY!!